Bedakan dan cermati, tentang sosok yang memang benar mencari kamu, atau hanya mencari mangsa.
“Almost”
Can you tell me
How can one miss what she’s never had
How could I reminisce when there is no past
How could I have memories of being happy with you boy
Could someone tell me how can this be
How could my mind pull up incidents
Recall dates and times that never happened
How could we celebrate a love that’s to late
And how could I really mean the words I’m bout to say
[Chorus]
I missed the times that we almost shared
I miss the love that was almost there
I miss the times that we use to kiss
At least in my dreams
Just let me take my time and reminisce
I miss the times that we never had
What happened to us we were almost there
Whoever said it’s impossible to miss when you never had
Never almost had you
[Verse 2]
I cannot believe I let you go
Or what I should say I should’ve grabbed you up and never let you go
I should’ve went out with you
I should’ve made you my boo boy
Yes that’s one time I should’ve broke the rules
I should’ve went on a date
Should’ve found a way to escape
Should’ve turned a almost into
If it happened now its to late
How could I celebrate a love that wasn’t real
And if it didn’t happen why does my heart feel
[Chorus]
I missed the times that we almost shared
I miss the love that was almost there
I miss the times that we use to kiss
At least in my dreams
Just let me take my time and reminisce
I miss the times that we never had
What happened to us we were almost there
Whoever said it’s impossible to miss when you never had
Never almost had you
[Verse 3]
(sometimes I wanna rub ya, some nights I wanna hug ya)
And you seem to be the perfect one for me
You (some nights I wanna touch ya but tonight I wanna love ya)
You’re all that I ever wanted
And you’re my everything yes its true
Boy its hard to be close to you
My love
I know it may sound crazy
But I’m in love with you
[Chorus]
I missed the times that we almost shared
I miss the love that was almost there
I miss the times that we use to kiss
At least in my dreams
Just let me take my time and reminisce
I miss the times that we never had
What happened to us we were almost there
Whoever said it’s impossible to miss when you never had
Never almost had you
I missed the times that we almost shared
I miss the love that was almost there (sometimes I wanna rub ya)
I miss the times that we use to kiss
At least in my dreams
Just let me take my time and reminisce (but tonight I wanna love ya)
I miss the times that we never had
What happened to us we were almost there
Whoever said its impossible to miss when you never had
Never, never almost had you (but tonight I wanna love ya)
I miss the times that we never had What happened to us we were almost there
Mempertahankan, melepaskan. Hati yang pernah patah selalu tau mana yang harus terjadi.
26 Mei 2012 <3
hari yang paling gak akan di duga duga banget ! dimulai dari subuh jam 03.30am (alarm wajib buat shalat tahajud) lalu lanjut shalat tahajud tambah dzikir sambil nunggu adzan subuh. abis shalat subuh lalu tidur lagi sambil disertai perasaan degdegan sih sebenernya, walaupun dalem hati yakin banget “pasti LULUS SMA!!”.
and then paginya jam 8.45 berangkat dari rumah bunda Yan Yan buat langsung TO di primagama. Ngerjain TO yang soalnya bener bener bikin kita pengen ngeremes remes soalnya sampe jadi debu ( baca : susah ). dan ngerjainnya pun asal asalan yang penting bener dan cuma bisa ngerjain sebisanya doang. daripada minus 1 -____-
pulang dari Try Out emang udah nawaitu banget mau ke SMP 18 mau jenguk anak anak PMR yang paling cute dan lovable banget ! abis shalat dzuhur terus dapet kabar dari papi kalau aku lulus SMA . walaupun gak ada nilainya tapi ALHAMDULILAH sekali hasil belajar selama 3 tahun gak sia sia :)
setelah itu saya pun pulang kerumah, sambil jalan kaki menuju jalan logam lewat antabaru . sedikit nostalgia mengenang masa masa kelas 7smp sambil menikmati angin sore. terus tiba tiba dijalan dapet bbm dari bule kalau jalur undangan dibuka hari ini. perasaan pun langsung flat gaada degdegan apa gimana . Setelah itu nyampe rumah, liat surat kelulusan dan tak henti hentinya saya mengucap syukur sama Tuhan YME . barulah 1 jam sebelum dibuka jalur undangan baru kerasa deg degannya . liat countdown yang terus jalan, sambil nunggu detik terakhir saya shalat ashar.. Pasrahkan semua sama Allah .
dan tibalah saat yang dinanti nanti sampai 10 detik sebelum dibuka saya masih sempet nangis degdegan . berdoa mohon mohon sama allah sampai akhirnyaaa …….
setelah buka pengumuman ini aku langsung sujud syukur , nangis terharu abis itu langsung nelfon mami ngasih tau semuanya.
jam demi jam berlalu akhirnya papi pun pulang. terdengar suara papi dari ujung pintu “mana sini anak papi yang udah dapet PTN??” setelah itu aku langsung keluar kamar dan teriak “PAPIIIIIII CITA JADI MAHASISWI UPI :D” papi pun langsung meluk dan bilang “makasih ta ! makasih udah bikin papi bangga…”
ngeliat papi sampai nangis terharu masih ga percaya tapi itulah rezeki dari Tuhan . ingat sekali dulu aku bercita cita ingin sekali menjadi pramugari, semakin besar pendirian saya pun berubah ubah sesuai waktu sampai pada akhirnya mami menginginkan saya menjadi guru, dan papi menginginkan saya bekerja di bidang komputer . ALHAMDULILAH cita cita mereka sudah saya wujudkan .
masih ga percaya sama semuanya tapi tetep saya harus bersyukur sama allah. makasih papi, mami, cantika, semua keluarga, temen temen especially my best ARINI ASTI congrats ! finally u get what u want … temen seperjuangan dari smp sampe kls 3 SMA . gak sia sia belajar keras demi dapetin nilai rapot hasilnya sudah bisa kita tuai sekarang …
Semoga temen temen aku yang baca ini, bisa ikut sukses juga buat mencapai snmptn tulis kalian . Saya percaya Tuhan melihat sampai sejauh mana USAHA kalian untuk menempuh PTN yang kalian inginkan. Selamat berjuang ya teman teman. Saya tunggu kabar baik kalian. Doa saya selalu menyertai kalian semua …
OFFICIALLY MISSING YOU
All I hear is raindrops
Falling on the rooftop
Oh baby tell me why’d you have to go
Cause this pain I feel
It won’t go away
And today I’m officially missing you
I thought that from this heartache
I could escape
But I fronted long enough to know
There ain’t no way
And today
I’m officially missing you
Oh can’t nobody do it like you
Said every little thing you do
Hey baby say it stays on my mind
And I, I’m officially
All I do is lay around
Two ears full tears
From looking at your face on the wall
Just a week ago you were my baby
Now I don’t even know you at all
I don’t know you at all
Well I wish that you would call me right now
So that I could get through to you somehow
But I guess it’s safe to say baby safe to say
That I’m officially missing you
Oh can’t nobody do it like you
Said every little thing you do
Hey baby say it stays on my mind
And I, I’m officially
Well I thought I could just get over you baby
But I see that’s something I just can’t do
From the way you would hold me
To the sweet things you told me
I just can’t find a way
To let go of you
It’s official
You know that I’m missing you
Yeah yes
All I hear is raindrops
And I’m officially missing you
Andai kau sedikit lebih jeli, hatimu selalu sanggup melihat lebih, ketimbang kacamatamu.
Aku rindu suasana hangat itu dimana kita saling jatuh cinta, kalau jatuh cinta kita berdua samasama merasakan cinta bukan jatuh cinta bila jatuh cinta hanya aku yang rasakan cinta dan itu pait
